All I want is to end these tears from falling
And this conspiracy-filled mind from blowing,
All I want is quiet of dawn
While I’m trying to get everything fixed,
And while I’m trying to pour down
My emotion I have in this poem.
I want to close my eyes and sleep
But I can’t because the harder
I try to fall deep in my dreams
The more shallow the thoughts
My head tries to dig.
But at this moment,
I keep on repeating what I really
Want to tell you
I need to let these out.
I really think
We both are having a hard time,
Because if you love me or not
Tell it straight to my face
And if you are not sure yet
Stay away.
Go figure it out.
I’m giving you space,
I’m tired of over thinking
Of what we really are.
Sometimes I feel you like me
And sometimes I feel you don’t,
And sometimes I think what I feel is wrong
And sometimes you give me doubts
Of these feelings might be true.
